[Paper Kosmonaut]

It appears I am struggling a bit with the hobby. I do still make paper models and working on them clears my mind in a certain way but the end results to me are too below par to show here.
It bothers me. Because I do like making stuff and I do like to tackle a bigger project. And make something impressive and beautiful.

And while I look at you all making great models (oh how jealous I am looking at that marvellous locomotive that is POTM right now... What a magnificent piece of work...) I just put together the umpteenth unsatisfying little this-and-that. And it's not because I am uninspired.

My work (only three full days per week at the office and one half day at home) apparently is enough to more or less drain me from the rest of my creative juices. I do not have a lot of creativity left in me. And although I do like my job, I miss my paper model stuff. Just so you know.